a little hello to my blog

I miss writing in my blog! Really do..

Well, you know my whole life changed for this past-two-years. I'm no longer the-girl-sitting-alone-at-the-cafe, no longer ms-with-zero-experience-on-a-relationship.

Yes I have someone on my side.
Yes I am already married.
....
....
....
and I'm pregnant.

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Segitu dulu, kapan-kapan nulis lagi.
Ciao.

Sunshine

He came out of nowhere.
He takes everything so seriously.
He's funny, always making me laugh.
He knows exactly everytime i'm not in a good mood.
He has a very bright eyes.
He always makes me feel special.
He's smart.


.......
Yup, i guess i'm in love.

Late night

Maybe you're too cruel, maybe i'm hoping too much.
I don't know but if you're not serious i guess it's a bad idea.


Please don't mess with me, because i don't know what to do.
I should've never start this, i should've never talk, yes it's all my fault.


Please ignore me.

10-5-15 dini hari

Ola!
Been busy all the time (ceileh gaya bener)
Hahaha gak juga sih, pengen nulis tapi bingung mau nulis apa.

Right now I'm listening to Lenka - The Show while doing some research for my report which my big boss asked me to do, some kind of comparison between my company and other shipping line company. Feel bit excited about this and scared because it's been a looooooong time, well last time I did this such thing is about two years ago so I really forget about all the theory and everything.

So, let me finish this task right now and see you again later.

Ciao!

I found something!

I found something on blogger, well it's someone actually. Guess who??

He is the one and only Gregory Mankiw

Jadi, Bapak Mankiw ini adalah salah satu pengarang buku Mikro Ekonomi, dimana bukunya itu saya pakai waktu saya studi S1. Sayang sekali saya baru liat blog beliau ini, mungkin kalo dari dulu saya bisa nanyain tugas-tugas mikro ekonomi deh.

Review 2014

Mungkin udah agak basi ya nulis Review 2014 di pertengahan bulan Januari 2015 hahaha. Tapi biarlah, ini kan blog saya :p

2014 itu tahun yang........
Apabila dilihat dari segi pekerjaan bisa dibilang cukup stagnan, karena tidak ada perubahan yang sangat berarti sepertinya, saya tetap bekerja di kantor yang sama, gaji juga masih sama, jobdesc juga masih sama.
Ditahun ini mulai timbul hasrat untuk melamar di berbagai perusahaan/instansi lain. Beberapa sudah saya coba namun mungkin memang belum jodohnya ya.

Apabila dilihat dari segi asmara, masih stagnan juga. Sehubungan dengan saya masih sendiri dan sepertinya belum terlihat batang hidung calon pengganti Hummels di hidup saya.
Pertanyaan disana-sini juga semakin menderu-deru, apalagi dari ibu, jujur saya paling males kalau ditanya hal ini.

Apabila dilihat dari segi finansial, mungkin terjadi peningkatan. Sehubungan di tahun ini saya sudah menjadi pegawai tetap (mulai dari Agustus 2013 sih). Pada tahun ini juga Alhamdulillah saya bisa sedikit memanjakan adik-adik, bisa beliin ibu baju dan juga bisa berbagi ke saudara-saudara. Terimakasih ya Allah.

Kalau dilihat dari segi kesehatan, bisa dibilang tahun ini menjadi tahun yang 'berdarah'. Bulan Mei ini saya terkena vertigo yang disebabkan sinusitis, terus nginep di RS 1 minggu. Lumayan lah untuk pengalaman pertama (lumayan bikin kapok). Karena sakit ini saya gak masuk kantor 1/2 bulan lamanya, tapi untuk recovery biar gak pusing-pusing lagi kira-kira 2 minggu. So, finally I should say no more lembur hahaha.

Selanjutnya, bila dilihat dari segi liburan Alhamdulillah bisa liburan dua kali di tahun ini. Yah walau gak jauh-jauh sih, cuma ke Pulau Harapan (Oktober) dan ke Pulau Peucang - TNUK (Desember). Lumayan lah buat ngilangin penat.

Overall, tahun ini saya berterimakasih kepada Allah SWT akan semua karunia dan juga peringatannya yang sudah diberikan :D

Well, this is it. I may comeback with 2015 Targets if I can.

Bye,
Mrs. Hummels

How could I?

They said the easiest way for not get hurt is not to care.

But how could I stop caring anyway???

Life Update

What should I write????

Gini nih kalo kebanyakan ngetik di excel dan di email, jadi bingung harus nulis apa..

By the way, sudah 1,5 tahun kerja disini, jadi mendingan gw share aja apa aja sampai dengan saat ini yang udah gw peroleh..

1. Network
Untuk network cukup banyak dapet link perusahaan ini-itu dan kenalan-kenalan baru. Tapi ya gitu.. berhubung gw kan AR officer, dimana kerjaannya adalah menagih, menagih dan menagih jadi image gw di beberapa kantor itu kelihatannya kayak judes, cerewet, bawel dan semacamnya. Padahal gak gitu kan??

Untungnya gak semua begitu, gw dapet beberapa kenalan yang cukup friendly dan enak buat diajak ngobrol selain urusan kantor, tapi ya kayanya bisa diitung pake jari.

2. Aset & Simpanan
Belum ada apapuuuuun aset gw selama ini. Memang sih biaya hidup disini itu Subhanallah bangeeeeet, jadi kadang gaji gw cuma cukup buat bayar kos, makan dan ongkos, ditambah belanja keperluan sehari-hari. Belum lagi namanya wanita, kadang make up abis, terus ada kondangan.. keluar deh tuh duit.
Kalo untuk tabungan ada juga paling cuma berapa sih :((. Yaampun gw boros banget memang.

Target gw sih gw harus punya simpanan minimal berbentuk emas, jadi ya beberapa uang yang udah gw tabung ini pengennya gw simpan ke bentuk emas aja biar aman gak di comot-comot.

3. Ability
Ilmu gw selama disini sih alhamdulillah nambah banget.. Banyak ilmu terkait approaching-approaching yg udah gw dapet terutama untuk approach ke shipper. Terus kalo dari segi skill selain bisa mengurusi AR gw beberapa kali bantu ngurusin AP, probably next time I can control the cashflow, maybe?? hehehe

Mungkin sekiranya itu saja yang bisa saya sampaikan. Mungkin nanti dilain waktu saya akan menulis kembali..

So long and goodbye!

Regards,
Afifa Nabila

Greetings

Since I've accidentally deleted some of my post I think I should write more. Actually I have so many things to say, to tell, to share but I'm not that typical woman-who-enjoy-writing-with-their-cellphone.

Well I dont have my notebook or laptop with me right now, so maybe later..

Ok. See ya soon :*

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Well, I accidentally delete some of my post :(((
Oh dear.

Birthday dreams

Berhubung besok gw mau ulang tahun nih ya (ceritanya pengumuman) kayaknya bakalan indah banget kalo di ulang tahun gw itu ada beberapa surprise dari orang-orang yang gw sayangi dan cintai dengan sepenuh hati. Gak muluk-muluk sih, contohnya aja kayak:

• Dapet ucapan dari Blue (terutama Lee Ryan). Meskipun diucapin lewat twitter aja gw pasti seneeeeng banget.
• Dapet ucapan dari anak-anak Mannschaft (TimNas Jerman). Aaaaaah, bayanginnya aja gw udah lemes misal ini jadi kenyataan. Gw pengen banget diucapin sama mereka, apalagi diucapinnya live, gw bisa salaman ama mereka sambil curi-curi peluk dan cipika-cipiki, terus kita semua menghabiskan semalaman bersama-sama sembari memandangi langit malam yang indah. *oke, cukup sampai disini berkhayalnya*
• Dapet ucapan dari My Beloved Thomas Mueller and Mats Hummels, personally, face to face, in our beloved home. and then they'll sing "happy birthday" song in German, we eat my birthday cake together, and we live happily ever after. (Tolong kabulkan, Ya Allah)
• Yah, seenggaknya kalo gak dapet ucapan langsung dari The Germans, ucapan by email or by twitter  gak apa-apa kok.. *maksa*
• Dapet ucapan dari Michael Buble, kayaknya sambil dinyanyiin sama dia juga oke.
• Dapet kado berupa tiket pp Indonesia - Jerman. Siapa yaa kira-kira orang baik yang mau menyumbangkan sedikit rejekinya biar gw bisa pergi ke Jerman?? Anyone? Anytwo?

Segitu dulu, sekian dan terima tiket ke Jerman.

Favorite song this week

Stereo Hearts ft. Adam Levine

by Gym Class Heroes

[Adam Levine]

My heart's a stereo

It beats for your, so listen close

Hear my thoughts in every note

Make me your radio

Turn me up when you feel low

This melody was meant for you

Just sing along to my stereo

[Travie McCoy]

If I was just another dusty record on the shelve

Will you blow me off and play me like everybody else

If I ask you to scratch my back, could you manage that

Like it read well, check it Travie, I can handle that

Furthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracks

'Cause this the last girl that played me left a couple cracks

I used to used to used to used to, now I'm over that

Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts

If I could only find a note to make you understand

I'd sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hand

Keep it stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune

And know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you

[Chorus]

My heart's a stereo

It beats for your, so listen close

Hear my thoughts in every note

Make me your radio

Turn me up when you feel low

This melody was meant for you

Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh To my stereo

Oh oh oh oh So sing along to my stereo

[Travie McCoy]

If I was an old school, fifty pound boombox

Would you hold me on your shoulder, wherever you walk

Would you turn my volume up before of the cops

And crank it higher everytime they told you to stop

And all I ask is that you don't get mad at me

When you have to purchase mad D batteries

Appreciate every mixtape your friends make

You never know we come and go like we're on the interstate

I think finally found a note to make you understand

If you can hear it, sing along and take me by the hands

Keep myself inside your head, like your favorite tune

And know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you

[Chorus]

My heart's a stereo

It beats for your, so listen close

Hear my thoughts in every note

Make me your radio

Turn me up when you feel low

This melody was meant for you

Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh To my stereo

Oh oh oh oh So sing along to my stereo

[Bridge]

I only pray you never leave me behind

Because good music can be so hard to find

I take your head and hold it closer to mine

Thought love was dead, but now you're changing my mind

[Chorus]

My heart's a stereo

It beats for your, so listen close

Hear my thoughts in every note

Make me your radioTurn me up when you feel low

This melody was meant for you

Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh To my stereo

Oh oh oh oh So sing along to my stereo

lyric source: http://www.directlyrics.com/gym-class-heroes-stereo-hearts-lyrics.html

And, here's the video:

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Hold onto love that is what I do now that I've found you. And from above everything's stinking, they're not around you. 
And in the night, I could be helpless, I could be lonely, sleeping without you. 
And in the day, everything's complex, There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you. 
But I'll miss you when you're gone, that is what I do. Hey, baby! And it's going to carry on, that is what I do. Hey, baby... 
Hold onto my hands, I feel I'm sinking, sinking without you. And to my mind, everything's stinking, stinking without you. 
And in the night, I could be helpless, I could be lonely, sleeping without you. 
And in the day, everything's complex, There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you. 
But I'll miss you when you're gone, that is what I do. Hey, baby! And it's going to carry on, that is what I do. hey, baby...  

  The Cranberries - When you're gone.

Simoncelli, how's life there?

Galau Karena..

1. Gak ada kemajuan dalam skripsi

Ya gitu deh, gak usah bahas ini ya. Pelis banget.

Anyway, gw bisa jadi orang yang sangat sensitif kalo ditanya-tanya masalah ini, tiba-tiba galak seketika, udah galak tambah galak(u). Yah namanya juga mahasiswa, kadang diatas kadang dimarahin dosbing.

2. Besok Rabu ketemu dosbing

Setelah 3 minggu gak ketemu, harus ketemu lagi itu rasanyaaaaaa..... kayak ngebelah atmosfir berlapis-lapis, ketemu paus akrobatis.

3. Rabu dini hari nanti ada Jerman vs Belanda

INI YANG PALING GW TUNGGU-TUNGGU. Menangin ya Allah.

Kangen banget nih sama van Bommel, kayaknya dia bahagia yah di Milan sana :'), kalo kamu seneng aku juga seneng kok mel (mulai gila). Selain itu katanya si Lahm gak main besok, diistirahatin ama Jogi, entah kenapa, mungkin biar dia bisa mengurus istrinya yang sedang mengandung tua.

Jangan lupa, ditayangin LIVE di RCTI hari Rabu (16 Nov 2011) dini hari pukul 2.30. cmiiw.

4. Bentar lagi gw ulang tahun

yang artinya umur gw bakalan jadi 17 tahun. huft. Oke gw boong, 19. Iya gw ngerti!! 19 lebih dikit, alias 21. PUAS?

Bukan tambah tuanya yang gw sedih, tapi kok kayanya gw tambah gede tambah gak bener ya :( kayaknya gw semacam mengalami kayak kurva "The Law of Diminishing Return" gitu.

Anyway bagi yang berminat ngasih kado, kesempatan kalian terbuka lebar :D

Sekian dan terimakasih. ini sekedar curhat colongan aja.

Lesson Learned

Yes I was burned but I called it lesson learned

Mistake overturned, so I call it lesson learned

My soul has returned, so I call it lesson learned

Another lesson leaned

Lesson Learned - Alicia Keys feat John Mayer

Halo blog, akhirnya saya kembali setelah beberapa kejadian-kejadian yang telah terjadi kemarin-kemarin. Now I can finally say "I'm fine". 

Jadi, anggaplah yang kemarin itu sebuah pelajaran bahwa kita tidak boleh terlalu mencintai sesuatu, karena tak ada yang abadi. Hanya Allah semata yang abadi *duileeeeh pipeeeh*. 

Bener juga nih katanya si Landon Pigg di lagunya yang judulnya "Can't let go", dia bilang:

"And you can't loose what you never had, I don't understand why I feel sad.."

Totally agree with you deh bang!

"Even life won't last forever, memories will".

another goodbye

Feel like an Idiot, suddenly crying every time I see anything about him.
Ah, he's my favorite. Some of my friend maybe think I'm so silly, they just don't know what I feel.
They don't know.

What should I watch then in the next 2 weeks??

First time I see you, I know that someday you gonna be a great rider, and you prove it.

And now, as you can see, even you have a lot of controversy The motor racing world has lost one of its most talented MotoGP riders, Marco Simoncelli.

Have a nice ride to heaven, Marco.

I'm gonna miss you so damn much.

Lady Antebellum - Own The Night

Have you heard Lady Antebellum - Own The Night album?
Well if you haven't I suggest you to do it right now. Every single song is nice and easy listening.
Although so many people said that it sucks, but I think it's not that bad. Everyone has their own opinion, and I think this one is pretty amazing.

Here's the album's cover:

My favorite tracks are:

• Somewhere love remains
• Just a kiss
• Friday Night
• Singing me home
• Dancin' away with my heart

Well maybe someday I'm gonna post the lyric because it has such a beautiful lyric and of course the music is AMAZING. It dazzled me! 

Your Song - by Eton John

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

This song reminds me of you, how I miss you..
Your smile, your eyes, your voice. I miss you. I really do..
Somehow, someday, I'm gonna see you there grandpa :')

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I can do this

Jadi, sebelumnya gw pernah berkata kalo gw gak suka (banget) sama yang namanya cost accounting, managerial accounting & financial accounting. Tapi entah jodoh, takdir tuhan atau apalah, (calon) skripsi gw yang kiranya bakal gw ajuin berkisaran di seputar cost accounting dan managerial accounting. Allah bless me, bismillah.

Siap? siap gak siap sih. Entah kenapa gw termasuk orang yang sangat amat percaya sama takdir tuhan. Meskipun orang lain bilang dosbing gw ( Drs. Daljono, SE, M.Si, Akt. ) orang yang galak, perfeksionis dan sebagainya dan sebagainya, gw percaya ini InsyaAllah emang yg terbaik yg Allah kasih ke gw. Amin.

Jadi, marilah kita semua merubah perspektif yang sebelumnya Can I do this? menjadi I Can do this!!!

*ini ceritanya gw lagi nyemangatin diri sendiri*